Fuck!

Well the bad run continues, won $600 last night, played well but was still struggling at 5-10. Then come home today and quite frankly get bitchslapped repeatedly so I am now $2100 more down than I was before - am on a 6k downswing and feeling unbelievably low. I quit my job then go on the worst run of my life - what the fuck do i do if this continues???

anyway below is a fine example of why my life currently sucks - the guy was going in on the river whatever came so have a look and enjoy my pain

***** Hand History for Game 6082743205 *****
$1,000 USD NL Texas Hold'em - Thursday, June 21, 13:50:48 ET 2007
Table Table 126894 (No DP) (Real Money)
Seat 8 is the button
Total number of players : 10
Seat 7: TiltyMonkey ( $960.50 USD )
Seat 3: Aces_Luv_Me ( $2,007.50 USD )
Seat 5: marko280 ( $1,304 USD )
Seat 10: da_grimreaper ( $545 USD )
Seat 6: rocketman78 ( $2,631.79 USD )
Seat 2: MyLastMoney ( $200 USD )
Seat 1: ZukemOwto ( $638.56 USD )
Seat 8: dalassenos ( $980 USD )
Seat 9: WWM501 ( $432.16 USD )
Seat 4: randomguy2k ( $190 USD )
WWM501 posts small blind [$5 USD].
da_grimreaper posts big blind [$10 USD].
** Dealing down cards **
Dealt to TiltyMonkey [ 9c 9d ]
ZukemOwto folds.
MyLastMoney folds.
Aces_Luv_Me folds.
randomguy2k folds.
marko280 folds.
rocketman78 raises [$35 USD]
TiltyMonkey calls [$35 USD]
dalassenos folds.
WWM501 folds.
da_grimreaper folds.
** Dealing Flop ** [ 9s, 4d, 6c ]
>You have options at Jackpot #1304210 Table!.
rocketman78 bets [$82 USD]
TiltyMonkey raises [$164 USD]
rocketman78 calls [$82 USD]
** Dealing Turn ** [ 3c ]
rocketman78 checks.
TiltyMonkey bets [$270 USD]
rocketman78 calls [$270 USD]
** Dealing River ** [ Jd ]
rocketman78 checks.
TiltyMonkey is all-In.
rocketman78 calls [$491.50 USD]
rocketman78 shows [ Jc, Js ]three of a kind, Jacks.
TiltyMonkey doesn't show [ 9c, 9d ]three of a kind, Nines.
rocketman78 wins $1,933 USD from the main pot with three of a kind, Jacks.



Unsurprisingly I am a touch pissed off about this one, usually I could accept it and move on but because I'm on a shit run this really really hurt - going to see how it goes later, have cashed out my salary for the week and have $2k left of profit in my account - not a disasterous position by any means and if I lose that I shall go back to playing 2-4 until I have a bankroll to shoot at 5-10 again. I've been a long term winning player am still 11k up for the month despite this mini disaster and it will settle soon. At least I fucking hope it will - couple of big pots and my whole outlook will change.

Steve


Monthly profit - $11k ish still good really just sinking rapidly